I hate how my friends are so inflexible. We never get together as a whole group. There’s always at least one person missing. It’s the holidays, our Os are over. What the hell are they doing?

I went to Shelby’s house yesterday (last night) and the house was full of people, especially their ACS international friends. But I don’t care about that. It was Shelby’s clique that I noticed. They all had time to get together, everyone of them. They were so flexible with their time even though it is the CNY period. Plus it’s the second day. They’re just so…..tight. So very tight.

I’m just upset all these people can’t be flexible. I’m just upset okay, upset. Forever and ever inflexible. This is dumb. I am dumb. Forget about this, Sarah, forget about this shit. It’s always been like this anyway, just accept it, bitch.